Underneath the Water

Thieving and post whoring, what a delight

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 06:19:38 GMT

- APPEARANCE -
hair: Wine
eyes: left - green, right - blue
height: 5'6"

-STYLE -
clothing: Hot Topic. No, I'm not a punk. I just like the style of clothing. I hate punky music. :C
music: Alternative, and pretty stuff like Tori Amos (my favourite singer)... and I like Malice Mizer <3
body art: Naw.

- RIGHT NOW -
wearing: Grey Pajamas
listening to: This one song that reminds me of Tuffie
thinking of: Someone from my school who shall go Nameless.

- LAST THING YOU... -
bought: Der?
read: The 100 Best Poems of All Time
watched on tv: Oprah XDDD God I hate that show

- EITHER/OR -
club or houseparty: Club
tea or coffee: Coffee
achiever or slacker: Slacker
beer or cider: Cider
cats or dogs: Cats
single or taken: Single
pen or pencil: Pen
gloves or mittens: Gloves
food or candy: Dun care XP
cassette or cd: CD
coke or pepsi: Coke
matches or a lighter: Lighter. Matches scare me ;_;
Rickie lake or oprah winfrey: XDDD EW

- WHO DO YOU WANT TO... -
kill: My mom
hear from: Tuna ;_;
be like: June

- LAST PERSON... AND WHEN? -
you talked to: June
you hugged: Becca
you instant messaged: June
you kissed: ...
who broke your heart: Huy XD <^> But I don't care now :T

- WHERE DO YOU -
eat: Sushi Express
dance: :O
cry: Anywhere
wish you were: U District, in Rudy's with my sister and/or June

- HAVE YOU EVER... -
Dated one of your best friends? Kinda
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: Yes
Drank alcohol?: Yep
Done drugs?: No
Broken the law?: Yep
Ran away from home?: Almost
Broken a bone?: No
Cheated on a test?: Yes XD
Skinny dipped?: No oO;
Played Truth Or Dare?: Yep. Almost had to kiss John XDDD
Flashed someone?: NO @O;
Mooned Someone?: NO XDDD
Kissed someone you didn't know?: No
Been on a talk show/game show?: Nope
Been in a fight?: Yes
Ridden in a fire truck?: I WISH XD
Been on a plane?: Yep
Come close to dying?: Not really
Cheated on your Boy/Girlfriend?: No
Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride?: Yep
Eaten a worm/mud pie?: No XD
Swam in the ocean?: Yep
Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up?: Yes

- WHAT IS... -
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: This Disney CD called, "Rascal Songs!" :B!!
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: I hate breakfast XP
Your favorite thing for lunch?: Subway <3
Your favorite thing for dinner?: What's with all this food questioning XD
Your favorite Restaurant?: The Melting Pot, and Sushi Express :O~~~

- ARE YOU... -
A Vegetarian: For every animal you don't eat, I'm going to eat three.
Good At Sports: SDFKLSDJFKLJDF EW
Good at wakeboarding/snowboarding: *begins to laugh*
A Good Singer: Sure, why not XD
A good Actor/Actress? I'm a good liar XD
A deep sleeper: Yes <3 I love sleep
A Good Dancer: Never
Shy: No
Outgoing: Yeppers
A good storyteller: XD Yep
Last words: Children are delectable

I Told The Truth!

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 05:22:17 GMT

So, I have returned somewhat. How the hell do you take people OFF of your friends list? XD

Whoa, I feel like I'm meeting an old new friend ;u;.. Time to delete all my old entries... *skim*

New shit!: I now go to the nerd school. I am the editor for the school newspaper, and Journalism is the only thing about my school (other than my .5 friends) that I enjoy. I have a Xanga, which I will probably update more frequently than this. I miss TRHQ like a bitch. I'm cute now. I have two stalkers, and only one of them is male. My best friend is still June Woo Shin Lee. I am known as the Sock Girl at my school. I am failing every class, save English. I hate my math teacher. My science teacher hates me. Uh... jeezus. How do you delete entries? CAN YOU delete entries? Those are embarrassing.

Children are delectable.

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 04:54:38 GMT

Whoa d00d. I haven't used this thing in forever. :O I now use Xanga, anyway. But I guess I should update this thing ocassionally, too. XP

Go to my xanga, loser http://www.xanga.com/venomdemilo

Oh, IIIIIIIIII'm a lumberjack and I'm okay! XD

Fri, 11 Apr 2003 18:12:07 GMT

Such a lovely week it's been. ^_^ First, on the weekend, Sakura Con, then I got to hang out online for a long time for two or so days until Bob came, and we got my website redesigned and running again, and then we played D&D for a few hours. :D A great week so far... today I think we're going to go to Tacoma or something. :D :D w00t w00t! And then Seattle tomorrow. *___* *big sparkly eyes* Seattle is like... heaven. *____*; Yeah, and it's okay with my parents if June comes over on Sunday to play D&D X3 And I can give her the present I got her at Sakura Con, too :D *does the Happy Dance* XD

PLUS, I have an interesting new social placement. This is excellent! Now, I can die happy. ^____^

*sings merrily and spins in circles* I've got a lov-ely bunch of co-conuts, oh, twiddle-dee-dee! And there they are a-standing in a row! ... XD *poof*

Ridiculous Thoughts by the Cranberries

Sat, 15 Mar 2003 23:52:49 GMT

Twister, oh, does anyone see through you?
You're a twister, oh, an animal.
But you're so happy, now. I didn't go along with you,
So happy now, na na na na.

But you're gonna have to hold on. You're gonna have to hold on,
You're gonna have to hold on, hold on, hold on.

Or we're gonna have to move on, We're gonna have to move on,
Or we're gonna have to move on, move on, move on.

I feel alright and I cried so hard, The ridiculous thoughts, oh.
I feel alright, alright, alright, alright.

Twister, oh, I shouldn't have trusted in you.
Twister, oh, a na na na. It's not gonna happen, no.
You're not gonna make fun of me,
Happen now, na na na na.

But you're gonna have to hold on. You're gonna have to hold on,
You're gonna have to hold on, hold on, hold on.

Or we're gonna have to move on, We're gonna have to move on,
Or we're gonna have to move on, move on, move on.

I feel alright and I cried so hard, The ridiculous thoughts, oh.
I feel alright, alright, alright... Ah, I should have lied,
But I cried so hard, The ridiculous thoughts, ah.
I should have lied, have lied, have lied, have lied.
But you're gonna have to hold on.

You're gonna have to hold on, [X 7]
Well, you're gonna have to hold on. You're gonna have to hold on,
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold.
Well, you're gonna have to hold on,
You're gonna have to hold on,
To me...

Lookie

Sat, 15 Mar 2003 23:49:38 GMT

It's my neglected LiveJournal! Maybe I will start trying to post in it again. XD

:3 Nothing new has happened today, except that my cousin is over, playing FFX, I downloaded the sexiest music video (new fave :D) called Ridiculous Thoughts by the Cranberries. If you don't know why I love it, go watch it. The answer it right there in front of your face. X3;;

I shall celebrate the rebirth of my LJ with some lyrics which are fitting my life to perfection at the moment. :D

I AM AN OFFICIAL ORC-GLOMP-IST :O!!! OMFG YAY

Tue, 04 Mar 2003 02:48:32 GMT

YAYNESS. :O! I came back from a Lord of the Rings Convention (Ring Con, w00t) today. *dies* X) It was lovely. I could have died. There was all these wonderful shops and nice people. Waaah. I went with my friends Jennifer and Kayla.. I wish June could have gone, and I also wish I knew where my damn cloak was. *hisses* It has gone up missing. Next year, I want to go with June, and I want to make a nice little costume thing for her. ^_^ And I want to make one for me and bring like $500 and... yes, it would have been nicer to have been able to plan out more, but you know. I found out about it a month ago. XD;;

When we got there, the other two dragged me to go see the Seattle Knights, which was really amusing. The Seattle Knights are these people who use big ass swords and medieval weapons to beat the crap out of each other in front of an audience. Well... the weapons are real, but they don't actually hurt each other... they're actors, but it was amusing to watch. Violence is fun! XD And there was this one guy who looked just like Squall, except he had a beautiful smile and he was really cute. ^^; Anyhoo... then we went upstairs, and Jennifer bought this little weird photograph book thing and swooned over all the pictures of Aragorn. Then I pointed out how it was called "Lord of the Rings Creature Images" and then Kayla and I burst into hysterical laughter while Jennifer attempted to shred me to ribbons. XD

Ho-ho-ho. Afterwards, we ran upstairs and skipped around from shop to shop. One place sold these huge swords and daggers and bow and arrow sets and chestplates and shields and leather stuff and whips. O_O;; Yes, I said whips. o_o;; Another place sold this really beautiful jewelery, and another sold sculptures of dragons, unicorns, faeries, and such, and two other places sold some absolutely amazing medieval clothing... of course, those wonderful gowns were somewhere around $300 but... XD;; Yeah. They were so pretty, though. Like, I usually hate dresses and get this strong urge to set fire to them, but these were so pretty that even (usually) unfeminine little me had to stop and stare for a moment. But there was one thing FAR prettier then the dresses in one of the shops. And it wasn't for sale. It was so beautiful, though, gaaah... a poster of Elijah Wood that said "Make it a Hobbit" on it. OH GOD, I WANTED THAT POSTER SO BAD. But I didn't say anything further after the shop keeper told me it was not for sale. ;-; Wow, dude... 9_6 Yeah. There was an art gallery, too, but all the paintings and stuff were of scantily clad faeries and stuff. XD; ... BUT THE BEST PART OF THE WHOLE DAY HAPPENS RIGHT HERE. :O!!! While we were prancing from room to room, we ran into this guy in a REALLY good orc costume, like, really realistic, and Jennifer said, "Awww, you make such a cute orc!" And he's all ":D!" and did that scary orc hissing thing o_o And then Jennifer and Kayla asked for a picture with him, and he said yeah, so I suddenly turned around and threw my arms around his neck and said, "OMG, I WANNA HUG AN ORC!" and then gave him this great big hug and got my picture taken with him. XD He seemed pretty happy with it and we got our picture and everything. I hope I didn't scare him too much. I don't think I did, because he did that happy little hissing thing again. XD Yay! I'm a ORC GLOMPIST! XD And I ran into that attractive Squall guy with the pretty smile on the way back downstairs. X3;

Then we went downstairs and watched a surprisingly uncrowded little play about two elf maidens and a ranger who were protecting two hobbits from this evil dude from Rohan who was working for Lord Sarumon. XD The elf chicks were nice to me, they liked me because I was "keeping that Sauron lover in her place" as they called it, refering to Jennifer, because Jennifer announced rather loudly that she was on Sauron's side, and so was Kayla, and I was with them, so I was automatically scolded with them. XD So I cleared things up by telling them that I was Oirame Kuruni Ainur Viirina, Daughter of the Lady of the Wood, Mistress Galadriel, and I was merely keeping Lady Calista (Jennifer) from being fully corrupted, and that I was in no way a servant of Lord Sauron. XD I LOVE GIVING PEOPLE MY LONG ELVISH INTRODUCTION!! Of course, that was the editted version, but still. XD The long version is, "I am Oirame Kuruni Ainur Viirina of the Golden Forest, Daughter of the Lady of the Wood, Mistress Galadriel, Princess of Lothlorien and Apprentice Elfish Mage Maiden. Elen sila lumenn omentielvo, _(Lady/Lord/Mistress/Master INSERT NAME HERE)_." XD YAY!! I AM SO COOL!! XD GOD I LOVE ME >XD And what was also cool was one of the elf maidens was also a mage elf from Lothlorien! YAAY!! XD We Lorien elves are the best, you silly humans >:D *is trapped in her imagination*

After that, we went out and I actually spent some of my money on four RPing miniatures (Galadriel, Celeborn, the Mirror of Galadriel, and one that is supposed to be Lucife-- Arwen, but I got it so I can paint it to look like Oirame. ^^ It's much prettier then that horrible half-elf anyway XP), a little purse bag thingy, and a elvish coin. *.* Ooooo. XD It's shiny! Yay!

Twas lovely. I intend to go again next year with June, and with a -PRETTY DRESS- (XD inside joke). No, really, though... I feel like designing a beautiful renaissance-style fantasy gown thing to make. Those dresses were just so pretty, it was enough to make you want to scream. *-*; Gaah, and I want to go to a big Renaissance faire with June, too!! I think Erin-senpai works at one that happens in August, I wonder if I could make a costume for June and a pretty dress and go. *bursts into song* TOKIMEKI GA WAKARU, I WANNA GET IT!! XD

I love Loreena McKennitt. Omfg. *_______*;

Can you see me? ...

Wed, 12 Feb 2003 06:43:53 GMT

Stupid school. School dances always stress me out. Damn damn damn. I always get like... -_- It just messes me up majorly. I've never been to one before because the topic freaks me out so bad. I might go, though... hmph. Who cares. I'd just end up standing there on the side and feeling stupid because all my friends have left to go dance with someone and I look like a loner. -______- Eeeeh, whatever. Who cares. Hmph. v__v;;

GAH. Today our stupid car broke down. June and I were in the middle of a simply wonderful Lord of the Rings RP, and then I had to go to math tutoring (BAH.), and I told her I'd be back in like an hour... and then, when we were driving home, the stupid car broke down. Gah! So, I didn't come back for three or four hours. Humph. But we got a good portion of the RP done, though only about 0.000000000000000000000000000001% of it was waffy in any way. XD Oh well, I can always force waff into my subconscious before I go to sleep and have lovely dreams. *coughElijahWoodcough* :D?

Well, AIIIEEE!! I need to get my Japanese book thing into my backpack tonight!! ... hmm..

To Do TONIGHT:

1. Print PreWrite

2. Get Japanese Book Thing into bookbag.

3. Write a poem. Your poetry skills mustn't rust.

4. Read some F451, or you'll be slaughtered in class. Besides, to hell with sleeping, you insomniac, you.

5. Study the Japanese opposites and new words. I refuse to let that nasty redheaded beast defeat me.

~~~

Ho hum. Now it is offline I go, ho-ho-ho. Oyasuminasai, minna-san! *poofs*

I'm Still Waiting...

Wed, 05 Feb 2003 06:23:11 GMT

So I'm waiting by a phone for the blessing ring
Like a holy grail for the fisher king
Time is ticking down like a metronome
Rhythm for my brain, and ceaseless scales
I never seem to play them to the beat I hear
Though my heartbeat is a beat that beats so near

So we had a talk last night about the heavy blow
That you dealt in fright, your back against the wall
It was a puzzle piece, important to the whole
That I may not find to place within that hole
I never seem to put them in the gaps I see
Like a puzzle with the pieces lost you need

So I'm changing who I am
'Cause what I am is not good
And I know you love me now
But I don't see why you should
And I don't see why you should
No, I don't see why you should

So I drift into the air like a moth to light
Down the boulevard to a coffee shop
In the land of song, in the land of waits
My pen is bearing down on this lonely down
I never seem to write them down as good as him
Like I somewhere lost the keys that let me in

June, You Rock :O

Tue, 04 Feb 2003 01:32:49 GMT

Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and
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What kind of Goth would you be?
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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
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feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
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What Sign of Affection Are You?
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value sex and respect your partner too much to
do anything like porn. AWWWWWW! <3

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roleplay

What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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Evil, you like to take over other fairys and make
then yours, at the same time you fallow someoen
else. You are a winter fairy , and i do have to
say mostlikely pretty cute or sexy

What kind of fairy are you?
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Legolas Orlando

What Orlando Bloom are You?
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You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own.

What inner color are you?

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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/SpazMatazz/1042696708_MoonGddess.jpg" border="0" alt="Moon Goddess"> Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty, right?
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033783153_esblueaura.jpg" border="0" alt=""> Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and supportive personalities. They live from their heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on the planet is to give love, to teach love and to learn that they are loved. Their priorities are love, relationships, and spirituality.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/V/vinacross/1041995613_ensitiveGF.gif" border="0" alt="You're Sensitive and you'd like to stay that way.."> -Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally charged. You definitely love the person you're with, and always want to know how they're feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/theandrea/1034278858_ctionlips2.jpg" border="0" alt="lip kiss"> kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but quite daring. you move for the kill confidently knowing the other person wants the same thing.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033482774_opromantic.jpg" border="0" alt=""> Romantic movie! You probably won't star in a porno anytime soon. You seem to be really into the whole "love" thing...romantic sex with perfumed sheets and candles all over the place. You're probably a hopeless romantic. You value sex and respect your partner too much to do anything like porn. AWWWWWW! <3
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/Crookyshanks/1039423149_ictureab18.jpg" border="0" alt="sexy fairy"> Evil, you like to take over other fairys and make then yours, at the same time you fallow someoen else. You are a winter fairy , and i do have to say mostlikely pretty cute or sexy
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033715694_lasOrlando.jpg" border="0" alt=""> Legolas Orlando
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<A HREF= "http://quizilla.com/users/Shirono/quizzes/The%20inner%20color%20quiz%20(Utena%20Images)" > <IMG SRC="http://homepage.mac.com/werkers/colorquiz/youareblue.jpg"> You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own. What inner color are you? </A> 

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/teffie/1036292365_eardumbass.gif" border="0" alt="dumbass"> god you dumbass.
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YAY XD

OMG IT'S MASTER SEXY RABBIT DAY~~~~~~

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 01:11:23 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELIJAH WOOD / MASTER SEXY RABBIT!!! *throws confetti and paraparas joyously around in a kimono* *leaps onto a rooftop* *fireworks explode behind her and loud, joyous tones of Adiemus blasts from giant speakers and little kodama and cabbits and pikachus and welsh corgis and black cats and hamsters and various other anime mascots hop out from nowhere and begin to breakdance* ^__________________________________^ WAAAAAH!!!

On other important (but not AS important, rotflmfao) news, I am switching schools. I am leaving Saghalie Junior High and transfering to Federal Way Public Academy. w00t.

.... anyhoo.... OTANJOUBI OMEDETTO WOOD-SAMAAAAAA!!! *stands at the head of a huge parade and continues to parapara* ^_______________~

Tue, 28 Jan 2003 04:54:30 GMT

Why is the name of the phobia for the fear of long words Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia?

YaY o.o

Mon, 27 Jan 2003 22:19:42 GMT

What aspect of LOTR fandom are you?
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I hate you. ;-; Except for the Elijah Wood part, I love Elijah Wood.... XD; *gets thwacked really hard* x.;

Which Lord of the Rings Character do you fancy?
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*trips and falls over* The quiz maker person is a bitch. ;-; I love Frodo, fwee~!

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:3 Yes, go me! XD

1) Last dream: not telling... :3;;
2) Last car ride: I forgot. x_x
3) Last kiss: .__. Never Been Kissed XD
4) Last good cry: I had a very intense internal cry fest on Friday, and one about an hour ago.
5) Last Missing Library Book: XD! I owe the school like $30 in overdue fines...
6) Last movie seen: Lord of The Rings: The Fellowship of The Ring
8) Last cuss word uttered: Damn
9) Last beverage drank: Water
10) Last Food consumed: chocolate chip cookie :D
11) Last Crush: ... still happening, and there is almost no way he reads this, but i am not telling anyway..
12) Last phone call: Jennifer
13) Last TV show watched: Uh...
15) Last time showered: I was just about to take a shower, too XD
16) Last shoes worn: tennis shoes
17) Last CD played: Sixpence None The Richer :3
14) Last Item Bought: TEH RING OF POWA~~
18) Last downloaded: The Mystic's Dream by Loreena McKennitt
19) Last annoyance: My emotions

BOYS (GIRLS)
20) Last disappointment: My emotions for one of my guy friends being a bitch and confusing me >:0
21) Last soda drank: Diet Coke
22) Last thing written: A poem titled "The Elvish Love Song of Oirame" XD It's kinda depressive
23) Last key used: E
24) Last word spoken: Bye
25) Last trip to the bathroom: about an hour ago XD
26) Last sleep: Last night
27) Last IM: Lyssa
28) Last sexual fantasy: I do not have sexual fantasies. XD However, I do have waff overloaded fantasies quite often... XD Not telling those.
29) Last orgasm: o.o I have never had an orgasm.

NEVER

30) Last weird encounter: o.o I dunno?
31) Last Store Shopped at:
32) Last ice cream eaten: I haven't had ice cream in forever XD
33) Last time amused: Eating a hamburger XD
34) Last time wanting to die: about an hour ago
35) Last time in love: Hormones or love, sometimes it's hard to tell. X_X I don't know if I have ever really been truly in love, except once a while ago, to this one guy who is NEVER going to read this and rarely even comes online and -- I think June is the only one to read this who might know what I mean. XD Remember "G-15"? XDDD
36) Last time hugged: I forgot, no one likes to hug me
37) Last time scolded: About four minutes ago
38) Last time resentful: Right now
39) Last chair sat in: Computer chair
40) Last lipstick used: I don't use lipstick
41) Last underwear worn: the white bikini-style ones XD
42) Last bra worn: White one
43) Last shirt worn: red sweater
44) Last class attended: Language Arts
45) Last Final taken: Math
46) Last time dancing: I dunno. XD I haven't really danced at all recently, except hopping around in joy once today XD
47) Last poster looked at: the Elijah Wood shrine on the back of my door XD;
48) Last show attended: Lord of the Rings : The Two Towers (YESH)
49) Last webpage visited: Elendor, I think

Freaky Little Thang

Sat, 25 Jan 2003 07:16:31 GMT

Jeez, today was BIZARRE. God. Time to babble.

Before I even got into the damned school, I get soaked through with rain. Woke up at 5:00 FUCKING AM, too!! So I get into first period math looking stoned, pissed, and drenched.. I also was too tired to get all ready and shit for school, so I had these guy clothes on (which isn't so bad, comfortable as heck) and no make up. In the midst of this, I am all shook up from what Kaelyn said the day before (AHEM, if you don't know, then don't ask), so I'm all, "Duuuh huuuurrrrr," and sort of collapse into my seat and glower murdurously at Larsen, who says, "Nice to see you, too!" and makes me crack up. Then I slip into a light nap for a few minutes while the announcements go over the loud speaker. Then we take a math test. Chuh, nasty, but I sort of knew what I was doing, maybe I'll get like, a D or C. -_-; If I am lucky. Whatever, the math teacher looks at me as a little weakling, but that's okay, because I can use big words on him and confuse him. There's a reason he's not an English teacher. *snickers*

So anyways, next period, which is, I BELIEVE, Geography or whatever, I get shipped off into this little group with Rauni, Lauren, and Megan for some report. Oh, the suffering! Rauni's pretty nice, though, when she's not insulting me. Lauren's nice, too, when she's not being immature and obnoxious. And Megan... Megan never says anything. At all. She just sort of... gives you this... stoic look... but she's nice, I guess. Heh, whatever. Also, Lauren called Elijah Wood ugly, so I loudly commented that she had no taste and that I pity her because she a classless human. She looked confused. Tee-hee.

THEN, next period, GYM, we did a 15 minute run. DAMN IT. DAMN IT, DAMN IT, DAMN IT. I was walking the whole way with Tori, Loredana, and Zach, when suddenly Tori decided to actually run. So, of course I tried chasing after her, and then I slipped and fell flat on my back. Seriously! It was a stereotypical Love Hina fall. Dust clouds from that nasty gym floor and everything. ON MY BACK. I felt my face go bright red, but I have developed a plan for times like such; you LAUGH at yourself, and people won't laugh AT you. Heh, it works, seriously. So I begin to laugh and Tori comes over crackling and saying, "Are you alright!?" and so does Loredana. So I'm all, "Haw, haw, yeah, hardy har har," and then Zach helps me up and I turn bright red because I overanalyze everything, ho-ho-ho.

Afterwards, I am in the locker room, except I change in the bathroom stalls because I am overly modest and screwed up, and I'm still going '-' from that last incident. And so I do my lock check and take forever do put my shit away because I am deep in thought about.. something. Yeah, whatever. And so, I get into the gym all late, and I see this group of all these people who are all friends up at the top, and I'm just like, ... how come my friend can't be here? ... Because you just see all these people with their best friends, and I'm just looking up at them. SO I sit down in the corner at the bottom to make myself look small and AMANDA, of ALL PEOPLE, comes up and is all, "Hullo," and I'm like, "-_- Hi. Heh." thinking, GET AWAY FROM ME, I DIDN'T MEAN YOU!!! So I finally just ignore her and sit there and think about... something (x_X) for a while and sort of get all depressed because of The Something. and so the gym teacher ladies dismiss us to lunch or whatever, and Amanda finally leaves me alone. Then, I sit down with Tori and Loredana at lunch and feel all alone, dispite the fact I am surrounded by people. I mean, Tori likes me, and I think Loredana does (sometimes it's hard to tell :P), but they are the two close friends. I have no one close friend at Saghalie, except Jamie sort of, and we don't really hang out much during school, which sucks. SO I'm sitting here feeling all bad for myself, with the same stoic expression as usual, until I finally snap out of it. Then I actually started to laugh and joke around with Tori and Lordi, we made some pieces of a parody of She Hates Me. It was so frickin stupid and hilarious, we're like, "Met a girl, thought she was grand. Fell in love, found out first hand, that the girl was really a man ... she was good for about an hour, and then the ale got sour, and then I started to realize, I was raped by 13 guys. She fucking raped me, la la la la! (something something) She sucked my *ahem* like I had one, and it ran away." Perverted as fuck! We're nasty, nasty people. You shouldn't talk to me, I am a bad influence. *beams* *gets knocked over* x.o;;

So anyways, we got our seats changed. I was so pissed; I liked my sot, excepting the fact that (*shudder*) Maria sat nearby. I mean, Tori, Kaelyn, Lisa, and Zach were RIGHT THERE, and Larsen, too, which is good, I guess, because it's fun to mess with his head, and he's nice when he's not accusing me of Satanism. o_O;; Anyways! So I am all, "WTF!! NOOOOOOOO," because now I have to put up with Lauren making fun of my crush on Elijah Wood, singing Mariah Carey at the top of her lungs, and scaring me with tasteless humor. Aaaaack.

Well, I gotta sleep now, three day weekend, baby! Maybe I can drag June to Star Shots and we can get scary little photos taken together. And scare people with them. Ahahahahaha, I'll be even uglier next to her ravishing beauty. >:0

kthxbye

Man..

Sat, 25 Jan 2003 03:29:38 GMT

Wow... what do I do in this situation? ... and how come the "story" makes me want to cry? ...

SLOGAN THING = AMUSING FOR HOURS

Sat, 25 Jan 2003 03:25:31 GMT

Oh my God. Tuffie. That Slogan Thing is -FUN-. >:D

"Fast Pain and Good for You. "

masacissssssttttt

"There's Always Room For Candy."

YAY! CANDY!

"Marvin the Mountie Always Gets His Angry Chipmunks."

Oh my Goodness. XDD

"You Like Frodo. Frodo Likes You."

*bursts into maniacal laughter* THANK YOU GOD!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! *turns into Hideki temporarily* My luck is finally starting to change! *sob* *turns back into Mikai* XDD

"The Joy of Frodo."

YES. THE JOY OF FRODO *____*;

"Stimulation for Body and Frodo."

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK

"Because Mikai Can't Drive."

I know. XD

"Tough on Dirt, Gentle on Mikai."

o.o

"Better Ingredients, Better Mikai."

O.O

"I'm Cuckoo For Mikai."

So is Frodo. XDDDDD

"Simple Impartial Mikai."

Huzzah!

"A Mikai A Day Helps You Work, Rest and Play."

Why does that sound dirty to me? @@;;

"3-in-1 Protection for your Mikai."

O_O No more of these Mikai ones. Hack.

"Puts the Enya in Britain."

... XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"Half the Ring Of Power, All the Taste."

Mmm, metal, yum. o_O Well, it has Frodo's DNA on it, so that works. XDD

"Get the Door - It's Bra Strap."

XD wtf?

"It's Not All Narusegawa, Narusegawa, Narusegawa, you know."

Naru, Naru, Naru! The Hinata Bunch! XDD

"Make It A Lamp Night."

o.o Lamp night. weeee.

"You Can't Top a Loredana."

I instantly have this little vision of Tori going, "No, but you can get on top of a Loredana!" and growling seductively. XDDD Dude, Tori needs a slogan.

"Nobody Does It Like Tori."

HOLY SHIT, THAT'S SCARY!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"Get Lisa or Get Out."

o.o Slow down, Heffer!

"You're Never Alone with an Amara."

@____________@ WHOA, THERE!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

"Behold the Power of Zach."

Loredana can GRASP the Power of Zach!

"Nothing Sucks Like A Lisa."

OH MY GOD

"He Who Thinks Loredana Drinks Loredana."

I AM READING THESE TO LOREDANA OVER THE PHONE AND SHE'S SUFFOCATING.

"151 Countries, One Lisa."

SHE'S INFECTED THE NATION!!! :O

"Does the Hard Jennifer, So You Don't Have To."

OH MY GOD

"Monsieur, with this Zach you are really spoiling us."

@_@

"You Need A Zach."

@_________@

"An Army of Zach."

@_______________________________@

"Get Serious. Get Zach."

HELP ME I AM GOING TO HAVE SEIZURES

"Doing It Right Before Your Tori X Loredana Porno."

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

"You Press the Larsen, We Do the Rest."

Poor Larsen. -o-

"Kids Will Do Anything For Loredana."

o_o

"Fill It To The Rim With Tori."

ewwwwwwww duuuuuude XD

"The Non-Sticky Sticky Lisa."

Lisa is sticky.

"The Lighter Way To Enjoy Loredana."

Let's all enjoy Loredana!! XDDD

"Amara Unscripted."

No script, no rules, no shame! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I am a freaking pervert

"Mama Mia, That'sa One Spicy Amara!"

Amara is spicy. Yay.

"Leave the Tori to Us."

Okay! XD

"Happiness is a Cigar Called Lisa."

Tori: She's a cigar now?
Amara: A sticky cigar.
Tori: Oh, that's the best kind!
Amara: Oh, yeah.
Tori: Not just a cigar -- but a STICKY cigar.
Amara: w00t!

"Obey Your Loredana."

Yes, do that or else she'll whip and spank you. @__________@

BRITISH MOVIE TITLES YAAAAY

Beautiful Loredana

Torispotting

The Full Lisa

High Amara's

The Lusty Lisa of the Wild

Monty Python's The Loredana of Life

The Madness of King Lisa

ELIJAH WOOD IS A GOD

Sat, 25 Jan 2003 01:55:07 GMT

I am very confused as to my, eh, what I feel about one of my friends. Meh, Kaelyn's got me all confused about him. Damn it! Well, I discovered an easy fix for depression is to whip out Elijah Wood photos. *_*;; Onward to LOTR quizzes! :D

I am Hobbes!
You're a bit too mellow to be an incarnation of Calvin, but you're still his best pal. You don't mind having fun, though, and enjoy playing tricks on your friends when they least expect it.

Which Calvin are YOU?

Which Middle Earth City do you Rule?
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Whos companion are you?
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I am Celeborn, King of Lothlorien. During the War of the Ring, I succeeded in leading my forces in the conquest of Dol Guldur. People say I'm just Galadriel's pretty-trophy husband, but REALLY I'm the strong-and-silent type. In the movie, I'm played by Marton Csokas.
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Frodo lives a peaceful life in the Shire until he is unfortunate enough to inherit the ring from his Uncle Bilbo. Frodo is determined to destroy the ring and defeat the Dark Lord. Though the thought of this scares him out of his wits, he still marches forth bravely into Mordor with his faithful friend and servant Sam.

Take the "Which Hobbit are you?" quiz created by Cora Black!

If I lived in Middle-Earth, it would be in:
Lothlorien or Rivendell

You prefer the tranquilty and peacefulness of nature and enjoy the milder seasons of the year. While you know it is necessary to keep in contact with other living beings, most of the time you enjoy the seclusion of an aesthetically pleasing, woodland environment.

Take the
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Frodo's my fancy!
What's your fancy? Click here and tell the world!

I LOVE ELIJAH WOOD. *pass out*

Which 'Lord of the Rings' Noblewoman are you?
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Mommy! ^_^

Which Annoying Two Towers Character are You?
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I've Kidnapped and Shagged:

The Fuckable Ringbearer
from
Legolas Greenleaf Love

WE LOVES THE HOBBIT, WE DOES!!! :333333~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I've Kidnapped and Shagged:

The Sexy Dork
from
Legolas Greenleaf Love

Gasp. On the topic of Elijah Wood, adjectives fail me. *swoons*

I've Adopted:

from
Legolas Greenleaf LoveI've Adopted:

from
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Mommy and Daddy! :D I am so the princess of Lorien. ^______~

Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
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... we have well established that fact. XDD

DUUUDE

Fri, 24 Jan 2003 02:50:40 GMT

Elijah Wood is a god. .-.

omg omg

Mon, 30 Dec 2002 19:30:20 GMT

OMG I GET TO GO SEE LOTR AGAIN WITH JENNIFER!!! TIME TO PLAY WITH MY HORMONES!!! ... AGAIN!!! HUZZAH!! XD;;

Aragorn :3 Legolas :333 Frodo X33333333333

yay! toys and candy and food

Thu, 26 Dec 2002 09:16:29 GMT

A Collection of the 100 Best Poems Every Written (OMFG OMFG YAYAYAYAYAY)
A bonsai tree kit thing (OMFG YAYAYAYAYAYAY OMFG!!)
A PlayStation 2 (OMFG YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY OMFG OMFG OMFG-est!! :D:D:D)
A digital camera (OMFG OMFG-- oh, god, you know. .-. It comes in a tie with the PS2 XD)
Socks :3 (i love socks :3)
new pajamas (:3 i love floofy soft pajamas)
Two new sets of flannel sheets (SCORE!)
A -REALLY REALLY WARM AND FLUFFLY- new blanket (that my sister and I have dubbed, "The Buttery Blanket" because the packaging says, "Soft! Feels buttery!" XD;;)
These amusing little watches that are really small and interesting :D
The New Sixpence None The Richer CD(OMG YESYESYEEEESSSS >:D >:D It has my favorite song of all time on it. Not Kanon OP, BREATHE YOUR NAME *swoon swoon* TRACK NUMERO UNO, BABY *swoon swoon swoon*)
Three PS2 games (i was kinda sorta disappointed that there was no FFX or Tekken 4 in there, though... XD I am a greedy little beast)
Three, count 'em, THREE journals o_o;; from SEPERATE PEOPLE o___o;;
A pen :3 yay
Two SUEDE newsboy hats *_____* (Heather gave them to me, but she also tried to steal one XD;;)
A book by Tim Burton. o_o Titled, "The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy & Other Stories." Oh, yes. Tim Burton R0XX0RZ MY BR4ND 5P4NK1NG N3W S0XX0RZ.
Cucumber Melon scented body wash :3
Peach Girl 4 (OMG I NEED THE NEXT ONE X_____________X)
Marmalade Boy 2 (SEE THE ABOVE X______________X)

o.x I know I am forgetting something, too... eeeuuuggh. ^___^ I am still a greedy little demon. *sprouts horns and jigs around with a pitchfork*

By the way, DJ, I hate you, you lucky ASS. XDD

MERRY CHRISTMAS, PEEPULS. (and now for a pathetic night musing)

Thu, 26 Dec 2002 08:58:35 GMT

While my heart is heavy and dripping slightly with burning oil,
I stand above a pool, frowning at my rippling midnight reflection
I am the moon here
My eyes are large jewels
And my hair is full of constellations
I smell of the wind and salt
The trees are my friends, and they tell me their secrets
The sea is my lover, and he hides nothing from me
The sun is my bosom bond, and she saves me day after day from myself
So that I can continue to watch the sleeping people of this earth
And let the time when I am watching be loathed by the humans

(if I could run away and become like the rain, I’d never burn again.)

Free-kay

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 22:55:03 GMT

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DUH.

PEACHES BAYBEEEEEE

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 06:56:09 GMT

Movin' to the country, gonna eat a lot of peaches
I'm movin' to the country, I'm gonna eat me a lot of peaches
I'm movin' to the country, I'm gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin' to the country, I'm gonna eat a lot of peaches

Peaches come from a can, they were put there by a man
In a factory downtown
If I had my little way, I'd eat peaches everyday
Sun soakin bulges in the shade

Movin' to the country, I'm gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin' to the country, I'm gonna eat a lot of peaches
I'm movin to the country, gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin' to the country, gonna eat a lot of peaches

I took a little nap where the roots all twist
Squished a rotten peach in my fist
And dreamed about you woman
I poked my finger down inside,
makin' a little room for a ant to hide
Nature's candy in my hand or can or a pie

Millions of peaches, peaches for me
Millions of peaches, peaches for free
Millions of peaches, peaches for me
Millions of peaches, peaches for free

Look Out!

Millions of peaches, peaches for me
Millions of peaches, peaches for free
Millions of peaches, peaches for me
Millions of peaches, peaches for free

Look Out!

Myeeehh

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 05:54:34 GMT

WAAH. My emotions are all confusing right now.

On my left hand, first three fingers, I have depression because of my feeling terrible about something I have mixed myself up in. On the other two fingers of my left hand, I am very pissed off because I have to -SNEAK- online. -___-

On my right hand, however, on the first four fingers, is JOY JOY JOY because JUNE GETS TO COME OVER ON CHRISTMAS EVE AND WE ARE GONNA OPEN PRESENTS AND EAT AND TORMENT MY DOG AND WATCH TV AND MAKE LITTLING COMMENTS AT MY OLDER SISTER AND HER BOYFRIEND AND HURT SMALL CHILDREN AND…. YAAAAAYYYYY~~~~~~!!! ^__________^ On the last finger, though, is also excitement for Christmas in general. :D YayayayayayayayaYAY! Now to disappear before my dad comes in and catches me red handed. :O!

Rugburn

Sat, 21 Dec 2002 21:32:58 GMT

I feel awful... what am I supposed to do now? ... I don't know what to do... I don't know where to go... I don't know how to take my life... I can't stand it anymore... I can't stand it... Thank God for June... if not for her, I would have no one to tell how I'm feeling... why am I such a total wimp? Why can't I just suck my tears up and live life and wait for my release? ... I'm so stupid... I just don't know who I am anymore. I don't know who I am, or what I want, or how I want to be... no one knows me... except for June... June knows me better then I know myself... and, on top of it, the source of the whole problem just slapped me in the face without knowing it. I don't feel suicidal, no... I never feel truly suicidal... I just feel terrible... damn it all...

Not only is one half of my life totally tearing me up and making me cry, the other half... I have so much on my head right now... my grades suck because I'm a lazy bum... I have to pay $32.75 in fines for overdue library books... I cuss too much... I've got this horrible acne and braces... I'm athletically challenged to an extreme level... and now, I am not only a moron with awful grades, but also a confused, broken wretch who has no idea what is going on inside of myself...

Is reality better then imagination? Is imagination better then reality? Why am I crying? Why can't I live my life the way I have been wanting for so long? What am I doing? I'm only 13... why do I have to be so troubled with all this... why is my life so torn? And no one knows... I can't tell anyone but June... June is the only one who looks at it as honesty and not... me being a horrible, terrible person... why do I have to be like this? ... where do I go from here... it's a lose/lose situation.. I am so alone... I feel sick just thinking about everything, everyone... and it's burning up everywhere I go, outside it's not so bad, though... my face gets hot and I feel sick thinking about today... why is it a single sentance can shred me up so badly? I can cry and cry, and nothing will change. I will still be awful, I will still be ugly and have this horrid acne... my grades will still suck... and the other half will still sting me like a whip... I feel awful... on one hand, I hurt like hell forever... on the other hand, I hurt like hell forever, and hurt two other people like hell in the process... what can I do but cry at this point? ...

What have I done? Even sleeping it off didn't help...